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Life Update!

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Wow! It's been centuries since I last made a journal, I've been pretty much dead in this account besides recently making furry drawing...
But anyway where to even begin?

Post Graduation
I don't know if I've already announced this here, This past March I am now considered a graduate student of Media Arts and Animation! The four years had flew by so fast! I remember spending my first two years scrambling everywhere to meet deadlines and hardly getting any sleep because of assignments. Those first two years were especially hard since I had moments where I wanted to just quit before I got in too deep or how I felt it was a waste of money I felt my family didn't really have at the time. Although there are a few things I wish could have been different I don't regret finishing school. The hardest challenge now is searching for jobs in the field I graduated for...

Relationships
After nearly 10 years of being single, I can happily announce that I am currently seeing someone who I've had feelings for but didn't even know at the time, and it was the lovely Hell-Faun :heart: I was lucky enough to be given the chance to fly over to her home for a week and meet her face-to-face for the first time and oh goodness there was so much I wanted to do with her still! I wanted to smother those cheeks with kisses and I simply wanted to adorn her with gifts and affection! I wanted to do so much but because her house was a little crowded I forced myself to hold back as to not make the atmosphere too PDA. All in all, it was lovely to see my gorgeous girlfriend and just being with her in person just felt like a blessing to share the same room with her for a week. Ah- my heart just wants to burst out of my chest at just the thought of her.Bunny Emoji-10 (Loved) [V1]

 Living Situation
During my time in school, my family has been helping me stay stable in the area my school was located, even after I moved out of student housing and joined three other friends to afford an apartment they still helped me. Unfortunately, now that we're all out of school and student loans will be knocking at all our doors my roommates and I have basically agreed that we can no longer afford living out here on our own. By the end of July, I'll be moved back in with my parents and hopefully manage to find a normal day job that can support me enough to pay off student loans. Currently I'm just in the middle of packing up my stuff, it's a tough decision but in the end, it's for the best since I'm in no position to afford all my expenses.

There's honestly not much else going on besides my achievement and making new friends with the coolest people and trying to put out more art I feel happy about, not quite the most exciting update but I'm at least somewhat alive Bunny Emoji-32 (Waving) [V2] 
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So my friend is trying to save up to afford moving so she's cutting her commission prices and they are a steal! Please check her gallery out and consider buying a commission or two from her:heart: 
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I've been pretty quiet and dead here for a long time, especially to my friends recently. I want to apologize for basically disappearing, I'm in the middle of trying to put together my portfolio show since I'm graduating college in 3 weeks. It's been eating up my free time to get everything up and running and because of it I basically have to give my social life a hiatus until then. So please bare with me friends ;;w;;a <3
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YTagged by: Hell-Faun

Rules:
- tag at least one person 
- no tagbacks
- put "girl confessions" as the title

1: Do you sleep in your bra?:

Nope. I like to feel freedom in my sleep.

2: Do you like noodles?:

I certainly do. I've especially been wanted to experiment different instant ramen recipes.

3: Do you enjoy drama?:

I tell myself I don't but honestly, sometimes I get a bit too nosey when it happens. But I can sometimes tell when I need to back off from getting too into it.

4: Are you a girly-girl?:

YES. let me tell you all presents I received for my birthday were hinted to me as either cute or pink.

5: Small or larger purses?:

Large purses to fit a ton of stuff but small clutches for quick or small outings.

6: Are you short?

nope, but I have MANY short friends.

7: Do you like somebody?:

//looks into camera// c; <3

8: Do you care if your socks are dirty?

Yeah, I prefer clean socks but they aren't smelly we just have filthy floors that turn our socks dirty. We tried to so hard to clean these floors but nothing works.

9: Do you like Halloween?:

YES. FREE CANDY. COSTUMES ALL DAY. SPOOPY DAY<3

10: Favorite time of the year?: 

Autumn and Winter because bundling up is the best part of the year<3

11: Where is the weirdest place you have slept?: 

I use to sleep under shopping carts when my mom would go grocery shopping. I'd take a blanket and lay on that rack on the bottom of the cart and sleep while my mom pushed me around.

12: Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the last 24 hours?:

Noh. I'm normally the only one that does that to my closests friends. no macing though, just pokes for fun uvu~

13: Is there any type of rumour going around about you?:

I don't think so? I try to stray away from getting too involved in situations like that.

14: Do you call anybody by their last name?: 

I can hardly remember last names honestly LOL.


Be Honest: 

1: What colour is the bra you're wearing?: 

I am not wearing one...but I have a lot of pink bras.

2: Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?: 

Either cause they both look pretty in sunlight<3

3: Are you currently frustrated with a boy?: 

No, a lot of the guys I know haven't done anything to frustrate me.

4: Do you have a best friend?:

I have a lot honestly. The friends that are close to me are my best friends, I love them all so much uvu <333

5: Have you ever had your heart broken?:
 
Once in middle school, where I got my first break-up. the second time was in high school but I didn't realize it was heartbreak I was feeling until this year when I reflected back to that time.

6: Have you ever thought about having plastic surgery?: 

Nah not really, not really something I ever thought about.

7: Do you like your life?:

I think that it can definitely be improved in some aspects here and there. Some things could be better some things are good the way they are but I know I need a lot of self-improvement right now.

8: Have you ever jumped into the pool with you clothes on?:

Only when I didn't have a swimsuit on me and I really wanted to swim.

9: Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?: 

pretty much all my friends are girls. I have a hand full of friends that are guys as well but the ones closests to me are mostly girls.

10: How long have you had a Facebook?: 

Since I was fifteen I think? somewhere around my teens but I don't care for it anymore.

11: Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?:

There was never a reason for that.

12: What are your biggest fears?

Becoming an utter dissapointment and losing everyone I know. As well as being dependant on others for ever when I should learn to independant.

13: Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?

Yes, twice this week actually...

14: Have you ever not been able to get someone off your mind?:

Yup, especially as of recent.

15: Do you believe in the saying "once a cheater, always a cheater"?:

Hard to say since I never meet people who've cheated, I do strongly believe cheaters consequences is their own fault but at the moment i don't really have an opinion if they should have that title always.

16: Have you ever had a good feeling about something?: 

Sometimes I do! But only for things I feel really confident about.

17: Do you ever wish you were famous?: 

Sometimes I do, mostly so people can recognize my art and get inspired by it.

18: Are you currently missing someone?:

ALL THE TIME.  ;;;A;;;;<333333

19: Who are you texting right now?: 

None at the moment, the last person I texted was my little brother this morning.

Yourself:
1: Eyeliner or mascara?: Eyeliner! 
2: Pink or black?: Pink
3: Pumps or flats?: FLATS.
4: Skirts or pants?: Skirts
5: Socks or leggings?: Leggings~
6: Hoodies or jackets?: Hoodies
7: Heels or sneakers?: Sneakers!
8: Straight or curly?: Wavy and curly
9: White or black?: Black
10: Smoothies or lattes?: Smoothies
11: Diet or regular sodas: regular
12: Water or daiquiris?: water
13: Pearls or diamonds?: Pearls
14: Mary-Kate or Ashley Olsen?: ????
15: iPod or cell phone?: Cell phone 
17: Lip gloss or lipstick?: Lipgloss
18: Manicure or pedicures?: Manicure
19: Tank tops or bathers?: Tanks
20: Big sunglasses or small?: Big sunglasses!
21: Sunglasses or purses: Purses!

In a Guy: 
1: Funny or serious?: Leaning more towards the funny, I want a good time with laughter and fun moments who can ease tension.
2: Romantic or daredevil?: Romantic~<3333
3: Dark eyes or light eyes?Light eyes
4: Long hair or short hair: Short hair.
5: Curly hair or straight hair: CURLY<3333

I tag:



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Tagged by Infernal-Faun ( Check her out, she's super good and a lovely person <3333 )
Rules:
-Write the rules in your journal entry/status post if you are tagged
-Write 13 things about yourself
-Answer 13 questions made by the person who tagged you, and make your own 13 questions

(Optional)
-Tag 13 deviants. Make sure they know they are tagged 
-Don't say "You're tagged if you read this"
-No tagging back


13 FACTS

-Sagittarius sun and Leo moon (but I'm still learning more about these ;;w;; )
- I have two tattoos on both my ankles. a bunny on the moon and Luna in a sprinkled star
-I can't sleep in the dark if I'm by myself, I need a night light of some form
-I'm not too confident in announcing my sexuality because of the backlash I've seen for it
-I only see 3 people in my life I'd be down to date, but only one of them I'm highly interested in.
- I want to live somewhere in Europe some day, somewhere with greenery and old buildings that has a Ghibli film feel.
- I don't like jam of any sort. The flavors are too unappetizing to me and I don't like the texture
- I love sweet coffee, i add flavored creamer and MORE sugar to make it tastes how I like
- I own a pug that is both male and female
- I'm 5'7 and I have many short friends
- I'll be graduating college next year
-I don't do well talking to people I don't know by myself, i get nervous and m,y mind goes blank
- I like to sleep in the freezing cold so I can bundle up in warm blankets

Questions:


1. Favorite book Genre?
Fantasy is mostly all I ever read. but as of recent I've been getting into reading the art books of animated movies I enjoy.

2. What's the earliest memory you can recall?
As of now my time back in preschool. I recall ripping the pages off pop-up books when I was angry and throwing my shoes over the fence at the houses backyards during play time. I even spent most of all my recess playing with a horse statue we had in the playground and pretend it was my pet horse. Those were good times......until preschool kicked me out because I was a VERY naughty child.

3. What are some of your inspirations for art?
hard to say since I take a little bit from everything i can find, mainly anything that I find fits my aesthetic with pastels and stars and space and sometimes old 80's-90's anime. It's a little bit of everywhere for me I guess my top would be MaggieSoup for as long as I can remember their artwork had always sparked something in me, and to this day I still look to them for inspiration.

4. What OC do you relate with the most? (No OC? How about you're favorite show/book/movie character?)
I've been told my oc, Angel, has started to look like me but I can't relate to her entirely. I'm mostly relating a lot to Usagi Tsukino<3 a loud mouth foodie who wants to sleep all day and do nothing but play all day ;;0;; <3

5. What's your biggest fear/phobia?
I hate snakes and can't stand other reptilians. I can handle being in a room with them if they are in a cage and far away from me, but I'll go running if one of them gets too close to me. But I don't mind looking at photo's of them ;;w;;

6. What is your sketching/drawing/writing process like?
Very messy and colorful. I normally layered my sketches with variety of colors to get the basic outline of everything then i go back and clean it up until it's ready for me to take it to either color or line art.

7. If you could rewrite one movie or book, what would it be and how would you change it?
THE FUCKING JEM MOVIE. I didn't even have to see it in theaters to know it'd be shitty. I would re-write ALL of it so that it's at least closer to the original 80's series in some aspects. Basically take the entire series episode plots and form them into one big movie.

8. Favorite region for mythos?
Europe region.

9. How about current favorite mythos?
Selkies and Faes <3

10. Favorite Cryptid!
mermaids, werewolves, and maybe more but i can't think of any right now

11. Favorite Halloween/Horror flick monster?
I guess the spirit of halloween from Trick R Treat? Samhein ;;0;; <3

12. Favorite Flower~ (Put why or its meaning if you'd like!)
Lily of the Valley, I read it's meaning is "return to happiness" I also have other favorites like... Peony (Riches and honor) and lavender (purity, silence and luck and devotion) <3

13. Harry Potter House and Patronus?
I'm a proud Hufflepuff and my patronus is a Siberian cat!

Tagging

Sad-Senpai 

that is literally all I know //crais

13 Questions for you!

1. What are your future goals?
2. Have any favorite movies you wish to own a book of?
3. Do you have any big projects you're currently excited about?
4. How often to you roleplay/headcanon with others?
5. What's your favorite meal you like to cook for yourself?
6. What kind of music or artist inspires you to draw?
7. What is your thinking process when coming up with a new character?
8. How do you feel about your artwork skills at this current time?
9. Any other talents you're good at?
10. What is one place you really want to visit someday?
11. What is your aesthetic?
12. Since it's close to Halloween, got any horror films or holiday movies you MUST watch in October every year?
13. ARE YOU READY FOR SOME SPOOPS?





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